I miss Jimmy G.

I was on a bus the week before the US shut down for Covid-19, and I saw someone who I definitely thought was Garoppolo’s doppelganger... down to the chin. I was reminded of this occurrence because currently, I am sitting in my LeGarrette Blount Patriots jersey watching my team get absolutely throttled by the Niners in the middle of October.

a photo of me when I was six years old... so you know I am not a bandwagon, although I don't need to prove myself to anyone.

Speaking of this month...I remember October 31, 2017. It was a very spooky day. Of course it was Halloween, but also it was the day the Patriots traded Garoppolo for the 2nd round pick of the NFL draft (also receiving other people from the deal).

Let’s boil down what that trade gave the Patriots. Duke Dawson Jr. was the Patriots pick based off of that trade. Where is he now? Not on the Pats.

Brian Hoyer and Jarrett Stidham were also gained from this trade through a complex analysis, explained by writer Mike Reiss in this ESPN article. If you watched the Patriots play the Chiefs a couple weeks ago in one of the sloppiest games ever, you would understand why this trade currently means nothing, at least to me.

What would the Patriots be like now, had they never made that trade? Belichick Obviously knew at that moment that Brady would be leaving soon, so why. didn’t. he. keep. Jimmy. Or I don’t know, he could have traded Brady for Garoppolo along with other players, but we all saw the way that situation went down.

A couple of weeks ago I saw some articles saying that Jimmy G might be dropped from the Niners, so of course I had a little twinge of excitement, but after today’s game, that possibility will not be happening.

That day haunts my memory now, understandably. In secret, I will be manifesting Jimmy’s return to NE with the little piece of hope that I still contain.

Dodgers Choke in Game Four, & I Choke on my Tears

Fate caused two errors, and the Dodgers choked up another loss to add to their books.

How am I doing right now? I am sad, depressed, upset, perturbed.

I have been a Dodgers fan since a wee gal, and have yet to see them win the World Series in my whole lifetime... plus 12 years. 1988 was the last year that they took that championship win. Although they have recently been going to the WS the past couple years, the Dodgers have choked each time, including tonight.

This game was insane though if I'm being honest. It was the quickest I’ve seen in my life, as far as time not passing slowly. 

Seven straight scoring innings is big for a regular baseball game, but then again we aren’t watching any regular game. With The Coco ruining a lot of entertainment, and the fact that this is the World Series, it should be the Dodgers’ year to take home the Commissioner’s Trophy.

During the first game of this series, the unimaginable happened… Kershaw played a great post-season game (currently praying that he pulls through while pitching game five). This is factoid number one for the Dodgers to slip past their usual loss of the championship.

My own artwork of Kershaw circa 2016... and the reason why I’m not an art major. 

Walker Buehler (the guy who looks like Benedict Cumberbatch’s brother/son) pitched a magnificent game yesterday with 10 K’s in just six innings. Walker’s beautiful pitching is another reason why the Dodgers should take the win this year.

The man with the tightest pants in all the league... Walker Buehler.

The last reason why the Dodgers should get this dub, is because they haven’t done it for 32 FREAKING years (cue Andy from the office punching a wall). It's about TIME they pull out this win, and prove that they would have won the 2017 World Series, had the Astros not been a bunch of cheater cheater pumpkin eaters.

Can the Dodgers pull out of this year on top? Only time will tell.

Sincerely, 

a stressed lifelong Dodger fan… but also a college student who has no more room for this kind of pressure.